I rested my heart
on the golden brown remains
of the chainsaw that my
Old Man left me.
His lonely gift.
Now I know a strange grace
that one time found me
gripping that quiet present
and sank me in its love,
a drowning ship
reaching with metal hands
to grab the sides of the tub.
But you cranked the chains
through simple lies,
I watched bedroom slippers
and trembling thighs
tear and rip through.
My only gift.
How odd that hospitals
house sickness and disease
when people go there for a cure.
I just went to find solace
or a bandage big enough to bleed.
When the buildings all decide
in secret societies
not to stand for anything anymore
would you bring that chainsaw
to the bottom floor,
and find a way to cut me out
of this hospital's heart?
You've performed surgery before.