I always hear people telling stories
Of someone they used to know
torn apart thru the life of drugs
pitying them but also
putting them down
saying things like
i would never do that
it could never be me
what they dont know
is that never ending urge
to continue to consume yourself
and get lost in the high
where all your worries vanish
all the things you hate about yourself disappearing
with every toke
each inhale
poisoning you
but lifting you away from the darkness
into the clouds
until suddenly
it doesnt hold the strength to hold you there
and you fall blindlessly
back to the surface of reality
and the cycle continues
the need
the urge
to feel something more...