It sucks my son has to see this shitty side of life, as I sit in strife
He's to young it's not fair hurt me all you want but stop hurting him!!!
Its funny how you say you care even thow you never their...
It makes me want to rip out my hair
Dont worry I get stronger each day
Thats all there is to say
Im sick of seeing my son see me watch our love decay...
You say he's to young... But believe me honey hes not fucking dumb!!!
Im starting to loose hope and faith.
I want to cut the tattoos off my knuckles
The only reason I leave them their is for my son...
Ive heard of a father that doesn't bother.. Never a mother that doesn't love her
Family enough to wanna be in their life. That might not be the case
But that's exactly how it tastes, this is the part of his life you don't wanna waste
You'll never get it back, shits wack how much you lack
You act like everything's ok... You haven't seen him in six days
I hope that guys worth it
I hope your guilt reigns like fire, and there's no restraint on the true weight of your desire
Your off with some guy while I sit and cry about the lie that you deny, While try to defy a decry
And wonder why I sit and sigh in deny. And it bullshit to say
You don't see him because you don't wanna see me... It's cool because you've never once called to check on him