I'm a disaster waiting to happen
an explosion
and a time bomb
I carefully try
to stray from the
thought of tears
because they're ready
to take their invitation
at any given moment
this feeling of grey black and blue
this is familiar
an engine trying to restart
but stalling
and falling back
into a choppy attempt
I've never known a broken heart
and I've never thought
I'd assist the tearing
and that it'd hurt you just as much
I never thought it'd come
with resistance from us both
if it's love
than why ruin it?
I guess
you have to re break the
bone before it can heal