I know you
and you know me
and now we have but
a sense of apathy
I've held your hand
and you would say
that's the only thing you knew
would make your day
a best friend in the making
but that was slowly broken
you were the unfortunate one
and I regret having ever spoken
to the one who gave me hell
who had me live a lie
I didn't repeat the mistake this time
but that didn't fix a thing for you and I
you moved along to her
and she moved right on in
the sutures were removed
from what we could have been
maybe it was fate
I found the boy I adore
but maybe it was karma
because I can't keep him anymore
I wonder if you know
that I still will write to you
in stupid broken rhyme
obviously that skill never grew
but really I needed to tell you
I'm sorry for the past
you're the only one who knows this exists
but I doubt the concern would last