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Cannot be
This flesh and bone is not new to me,
I close my eyes and its all I see,
Like the push that knocks me to the floor,
Always coming back for more.
A void that cannot be filled,
This feeling inside me cannot be killed.
This thing betrays me,
It laughs as I weep,
It knows me well,
It smiles as I bleed.
But this is not me,
For it cannot be.
How can I be this,
Just this,
I cannot believe it,
I couldn’t exist.
I’d love to know, if just for a day,
What its like,
To not feel this way.
I’d die to feel alive,
I’ll die this time.
