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I'm a bit lost at this point, i drink to remember but mostly forget.

I've lost friends and family but gained only some of them back

The ones I've lost are gone forever, i'll never be able to find them again

No matter how hard i try i can't reach them, they follow me everywhere, but are too far to grasp

I wish I could hold them once more, tell them I'm sorry

But it's too late, I'm already far gone

I'm convicted without memory, no past to talk about

Too many drugs and memories, i paid my price

This may be confusing to some, but to others it makes sense

I'll never go back, mainly cause i can't

No matter what i do, it wont change a thing

Suicide is no solution, just another escape

I drink to remember, but mostly just forget

I sound like a broken record, playing the same sad song

I'll never meet my child, or kiss my love again

They're gone forever, names and faces fade away

I made my choices, paid my toll, poor as they may have been

I have to move forward, it's all uphill from here

But i've trained my whole life, to fight battles i'll never win

But nevertheless i'll fight, because that's all i'm allowed to know

I write this fighting tears, only to see a blurry picture

I drink to remember, but I'll never forget the poor choices I made that cost you your life