I wanted to be in that crowd. The one where everything just seems to be ok. Like I would never really have to worry about much. Where I could look and see everything standing right there. Where I believed in something real..and not some fake picture I, myself created.
But that is exactly what I am talking about... because it doesn't exist.. I know who I am, and I know who I want to be. Sometimes the life that I see ahead seems so far away, when really, it is only just a couple steps. I am who I am. No one else. And someday..maybe.. you guys might learn to see my way too.. but, hey. Maybe you never will..