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“I don't know where to go from here. I feel like I'm losing them, like they don't understand, and I know its all my fault.”

"Losing you"
It's all fading too fast
Going through the seasons
But I don't want this to end
I know I'm losing you
I feel it's all my fault
I couldn't be the person
That you needed most.

I caused problems
And sat there in my grief
Holding too tightly
Losing my grip
Pull forward
In a deadly haste
That could only last so long

In the end it got me no where
No where closer to you
For the longest moment
I wondered how many times I would fail
How I could bring myself back up
Picked the time and place
But could never get through
Anger clouded my mind
In self hate.
I tried to be open
To be positive
Believed the best
Only to be brought down
By single words
Now I'm empty and broken
Numb with so much feeling
Trying to know what to believe
But how to separate
My dreams with reality
But deep down I believe I am stronger
While being so fragile.
Could this truly be life?