That Girl

You're talking to the girl who's heart has been broken so many times that whenever someone breaks up with her she just says okay and cries for a while. You're talking to the girl who is extremely insecure about her body and is always doing sit ups and squats to please society's image. You're talking to the girl that feels like she needs to meet physical standards to have a relationship. You're talking to the girl that has fallen so deeply in love with every last one of her boyfriends, because she knows how people look at you when you are single, she also is so afraid that they will leave her so she does WHATEVER they ask. You're talking to the girl that has loved 100% of her partners, 98% of them cheated on her or got bored and left and that other 2% they loved her so much, which was something she wasn't used to, so it ended. You're talking to the girl that tries so hard to make everyone laugh and like her. You're talking to the girl that feels incomplete without a boyfriend or someone that you "talk" to. You're talking to the girl that often cries herself to sleep because of how unhappy she is with her life. You're talking to the girl that has to lower her standards in boys because she is afraid of being alone. Being alone is her worst fear because being alone to her means being vulnerable, less important… Being alone to her means she's just another person on this planet trying to find love, yet failing quite easily. You're talking to the girl that cries her problems into ice cream and her 4ft tall stuffed bear, which even though was given to her by an ex still keeps it, because she knows the bear will never judge her and will always love her. You're talking to THAT girl, and THAT girl happens to be me. 

Author's Notes/Comments: 

It's Just how I feel. :(

 

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