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The smile upon my face
In the dream I walk in daylight
Smiling as all pass waving
Knowing I am above them
Flying higher soon they pass from sight
I pass poles of power humming
Their lines a net to ensnare me
Deftly further past them I move
Dreading the truth I know is coming
Day passes to night in a single fury flash
As clouds build swelling and thunder tempest roles
The howling wind bays hard my heals
Till lower the ground now I must pass
Bramble and thorn all hungry my passing
Tearing loving my flesh
The fear of it in me trembles the moment I wake
So here I tremble longer dreamer to dream laughing
The beast hunts harder to my body crawls
Inside it screams out freedom
Tearing out my bowls with out a shred
Let me free that we may feed it calls
And thus I wake as every night past
From time out of memory I suffer this pain
Every new life nothing in me ever to change
Long ago as this monster I was cast
To me never came that beast in horror stands
Stalking my life as food its hunger
Never to was gift or curse an option
Never was I made by other mans hands
In birth this nightmare started before the womb I fell out bleeding
Hunted by myself threw the darkening wood
From with in I stalked my life as a need for life
Never free the shadow of my own shame the pride of feeding
I am what so many would be retched fool
As ever this life unending born again
Over and over this life so many would be immortal
As ever this life unending born again cruel
With pride I laugh upon you that claim my place
In darkness weakness I embrace
That from you I feed to keep my life
Guess yet have you of this lie the smile upon my face?
