I'll never fall in love again
and its all becoz of you..
You shattered and tore my world apart
broke it in two...
I walked these streets
... alone at night
no direction in my mind
confused and lost
i shall wonder
In solace I will live my time...
A prisoner shackled in loveless chains
my crime "Eternal LOVE"
Left to welter in thy pain
in my sorrow...
I shall reign
Broken dreams,and faded hopes
haunts me deep within
I hungered for reality..
but.... words
were whispers in the wind..
The once forsaken memories
are my past of illusional days
the pain,the aches,this turmoil
nothing but fragments ...
of my own demented brain
No more is the hand that guides me..
Or that heavenly voice
to soothe.........
Nor are the arms that once comfort me
even my soul....
has left me too..
My eyes.. tired and heavy
My heart.. pounds tearing me apart
For Sleepless nights befriends me
Twisted, from the start
Your image is what I envision...
heartache has left me drained
Emptiness is my Reaper
As the sunlight..sees my pain
This loss was your intentions
Your motives
have they been fullfilled...
If its a heart u wished to torment..
No Shields have kept me..
shield from within
take those words that i once knew
For no longer I wish to hear...
This so called love that two people had..
a pathetic world to share...
Leave Me..
and look back no more
My Life theres nothing new
For I have already lived this HELL...
I lived it coz of YOU....
AbzJ /aka jordi
2005
Abz,
This poem is so very beautiful, I made sure to read each word twice so that I gained a clear meaning of what you are conveying. True, this piece is long but it is well worth the read and I am glad I happened across you this night. I hope this "Resistor of Love" is your muse.
Peace & Blessings,
Nate