Crime In Despair



I'll never fall in love again

and its all becoz of you..

You shattered and tore my world apart

broke it in two...



I walked these streets

... alone at night

no direction in my mind

confused and lost

i shall wonder

In solace I will live my time...



A prisoner shackled in loveless chains

my crime "Eternal LOVE"

Left to welter in thy pain

in my sorrow...

I shall reign



Broken dreams,and faded hopes

haunts me deep within

I hungered for reality..

but.... words

were whispers in the wind..



The once forsaken memories

are my past of illusional days

the pain,the aches,this turmoil

nothing but fragments ...

of my own demented brain



No more is the hand that guides me..

Or that heavenly voice

to soothe.........

Nor are the arms that once comfort me

even my soul....

has left me too..



My eyes.. tired and heavy

My heart.. pounds tearing me apart

For Sleepless nights befriends me

Twisted, from the start



Your image is what I envision...

heartache has left me drained

Emptiness is my Reaper

As the sunlight..sees my pain



This loss was your intentions

Your motives

have they been fullfilled...

If its a heart u wished to torment..

No Shields have kept me..

shield from within



take those words that i once knew

For no longer I wish to hear...

This so called love that two people had..

a pathetic world to share...



Leave Me..

and look back no more

My Life theres nothing new

For I have already lived this HELL...



I lived it coz of YOU....



AbzJ /aka jordi

2005


Author's Notes/Comments: 

my first poem

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Abz,

This poem is so very beautiful, I made sure to read each word twice so that I gained a clear meaning of what you are conveying. True, this piece is long but it is well worth the read and I am glad I happened across you this night. I hope this "Resistor of Love" is your muse.

Peace & Blessings,

Nate