I cannot embrace the night,
Though I have heard no noise to fear.
With nothing but myself in sight
I cry out longing for the light.
I myself have been forsaken
Hurting all the goodness here.
I find my dawning hope's mistaken;
There is no comfort when I awaken.
Betraying the things that could be trusted,
There is now no help too near.
Too sick to sleep, so self-disgusted
Death is all that could be lusted.
Pain is all I comprehend,
And I too dead to shed a tear.
Pride is all I rage to defend,
I have killed my only friend.