Trying so hard to not let the tears I feel in my heart be seen..
Trynig so hard to hold on..
Why is it so hard to be happy in this world?
Why do so many people want to put pain upon you?
To only break your heart in the end..
Sometimes I wonder if the tears and pain will ever really stop..
To maybe become tears of joy..
Not the tears of sadness I so often feel..
wanting to just run and hide..
To may not even feel at all..
For it is becomeing harder to hide these tears..
Yes I feel I can not share them..
For it was taught that means I am weak..
Am I weak if I let them go?
Or does this mean I am strong?
Sitting waiting..
Not letting the tears be known..