Wanting

Sometimes I just want to be held close..

I just want to let it all go..

Being afraid to ask for what I need..

Not wanting to seem weak..

Sometimes wanting to just be held as that young child should Have been so many years ago..

Wanting to to find that safeness that was never there for me..

Hopeing to someday heal from this hell..

Wanting the heal from this pain the child inside still holds..

To feel the joy and freedom that should of always been..

Wanting to be held close..

To know this need is OK and not a bad thing..

To feel without pain..

And fear of what will happen to me..

To feel as the adult and not that long time ago child..


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