No Right

Laying here with thoughts spirling thru my head..

Ones of having no right for the thoughts and feelings I am having tonight..

Feeling as if my brain is on a roller coaster ride..

I am confused about what I should be feeling now about many things..

Though feeling I have no right for this confussion I am having..

I feel things..

Yet feel its not right for me to..

I have no right to feel anything..

I have people around me..

Yet still feel alone..

I have no right for them to be here..

I have those who love me..

Yet feel I am undeserving of it..

I have no right to feel love..

I feel the peoples feelings and love are not of those i deserve..

I have no right to any of it..

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