Spirling, spirling downward..
Feeling as if everything is out of control..
Spinning round and round inside..
How do i catch hold of it all..
To make since of it some how..
So not to feel so lost.
How can I make this happen
When I am feeling I am in such a state of confussion..
Feeling like a lost child that has strayed in a large crowd..
Feeling I am falling further and further down in a whole..
With no way to get back out..
How do I look up when I feel so far down..
Unknowing when or if I will even make it back up..