The world at tims seems to spin out of control..
So many things happening all around..
So many words spoken that I dont understand..
I walk around feeling so lost and confused..
Wanting to just go in a corner to curl up and not come out..
To just disappear..
No longer wanting to feel anything..
Can not take anymore memories and pain..
Not knowing what to do any longer..
So many feelings going on inside..
Just wanting to run and hide..
Wanting to hide and never return..
To hide from the world spinning out of control..
To no longer have the memories and the pain..