I sit in a corner and wonder..
Thru all my wishes and prayers..
Why am I the last person to die?
I have begged and pleaded..
Please just take me for it all..
The abuse..
The hate..
The hurt..
The pain..
Why do you put me thru this..
Again I pray and I wish..
Please just let me go..
Why must I go thru all this..
Tears running down my face..
Will they ever stop falling..
I feel trapped in this world I am in..
I just dont understand..
Why must I be the last person to die?
There is no answer to this question that I think about over and over..
There is no reason for me to still be here..
I have done so much wrong..
I have said things that should of never been said..
Is this a punishment for what has happened?
Why must I be the last person to die?
Thru everything have not suffered enough?
I beg and plead once more..
Please let me just go away..
I have gone numb to all the things in this world..
There is a Feeling everything is closing in around me..
Please just let me go..
Why must I be the last person to die?