Looking back upon the happening's in my past..
Knowing though its made me who I am..
I want them to stay where they belong..
I no longer wish to compare things to then.
As I look at what I want in the present and the future..
Knowing I am not the only one in charge of what will go there.
To only depend on myself and the one above for this.
So many fears that go beyond what anyone can guess..
Beyound what I may even ever be able to share..
Some that people may not even think make any since to them .
And that is ok..
For I have learned we do not all have to understand one another..
And that we are all responsabile for our own lifes..
So that we may drown out of own fears..
To be able to stand strong..
And be able to make it on our own..