Sometimes I feel as if I dont belong here..
As if I am a millon miles away..
Sometimes feeling so much guilt and shame..
Ashamed of who I am..
Guilt for what has happend..
Sometimes I feel like the roads I travel are never ending dead ends..
Like walking on a treadmill that never stops..
So much confussion trying to understand and figure it all out..
Not being able to find the answers to the question to the questions I have..