I wake up everyday and i think about her
i miss her now more then yesterday
but ill miss her more tomorrow
than i do today never knowing
what happened is killing me
everyday imagining how amazing
it would be if she came back to me
not knowing is killing me my mind begins to wander
i think she could be gone forever
then hope kicks in and shes
home again im in a constant
search that will never end
untill shes in my arms again
this constant battle of hope and doubt
that plays in my head day in and day out
somedays hope wins out others
doubt wipes hope right out no matter which wins
i constantly keep hold of the hope knowing
once its gone there will only be nothing but
sorrow from there my tears
will fill the ocean i will become
hollow as a cave a vacant look will creep
into my eyes my smile will fade
i will be alive but no longer living
so i hold as tight as i can
to the hope because it reminds
me that one day ill have her here with me again
but with each day passing like a hand trying
to pull the hope away it gets
harder to hold on i know one day
it will be gone and ill be left surrounded
with darkness each day this battle
gets harder to win and the tears harder
to hold in