The Child In ME

Oh Lord my God

My strength I draw

In everything it seems

You have opened the door,



But in you can I find

My inner child

That part of me

That is carefree and wild?



The part of me

Which nobody wants to know

To my self esteem

It was such a blow.



Did I lose the little girl

Somewhere along the way

In my efforts to keep

The dogs at bay?



Did I turn my back

And push her aside

In this life

My merry-go-ride?



Am I too late

Will she come again

Can I ever know

What it is like to be 8 or 10?



I don’t like this world

Of grown-up

Don’t like the tears

Nor feeling like an empty cup.



Please help me to find the little me

Help me to conquer all my fears

So that I can be whole and a woman

That is free from heartache and tears.



Oh Lord my God

My strength I draw

In everything it seems

You have opened the door.

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I am very much drawn to your new poems, Tanya...seems like they are ALL so marvelous, and powerful in their own ways.SMilesz. I understand how u feel for this poem. Sometimes, i get this lost feeling, that the boy in me has gone away for good. then i mull and wonder and bemoan and cry.... but for me, reading and writing children poetry is very VERY healing to me...it explores the idealistic and imaginative side of me....I enjoy this immensely. Smilesz..... Try my Seashell, Lamenting Tide, Snowman Ray, Sky Dancer. They are what makes the little boy in me smile very wide. hehe..