oh stranger
trust me
you do not know everything i will do for the lonely
it speaks to me in tongues you’ve never heard
but i still do not understand the language
in a mass migration
i will be another shadow on the road
and you will forget my outline
in a bed that means nothing
you will become the scream i wake up to
and you will never speak to me again
i am a body lining your bed
suddenly i feel more like a stripper than a poet
all the clothes in the world i have taken off line my walls
and i can’t sleep for the fear they will suffocate me
all my collections that do not think about me
but i can’t get rid of them
all the trying i have done has left me stranded
all the lying i have done has left me lost
i want to give as much as I want and not run out of myself
i want to keep the way they beg me without begging this feeling to stay
but the lonelies will not leave when I come home
i do not believe in prayer
but despite using my voice as power
i have now started to believe in kneeling to find my worth
please god
tell me i can get rid of
all these clothes
lining my walls
and that when i find more
i will have the courage not to keep them like this