I am only still here
cause I can’t leave
you hear me tell you
yes exactly what you’re doing
when I haven’t opened my mouth
tell me
how did I learn to lie like that
do I fit it to me
or do I mold myself to it
curling into discomfort
like my favorite shape
saying don’t worry
next time it will be easier
to bend instead of break
I am still here
half a human with a messy heart
unopened and still floating
simply living with the things that are done to me
remembering every shark
when it whispers by my shoulders
before I realize I’m drowning again
I like to call myself
a strong one
until the sun falls at my feet
and I refuse to get burned