probably shouldn’t
be basing my actions
on everything he didn’t do
but honestly I’m just looking for something to prove
I just want to care about right now
I spend time out of the moment and half in your memory
I want to be remembered like that
I wish I could be that beautiful
still yesterday takes up too much space
and I spend time diving there when you’re not looking
out of air,
I hope you will breathe love into me
probably shouldn’t
be crying again
at the same old fucking things
but honestly I just want to know
how can I love you better