I hate the subtlety of it all.
A missed glance here, a dropped word there,
You may as well serve my heart with a parsley garnish.
I drown in it; you float high above.
All the weights I placed in your hot air balloon
Kept you no closer to my pained, rational ground.
Every complaint I keep in my heart sends you farther,
Until you are a speck of dust in God's blue sky,
Impure and irreverent, but innocently so.
Ignorance is your absolution.
I hurt while you are deaf and dumb,
Thrusting me aside like the beggar who grasps at the bread
You crush greedily between your fingers.