The weight of his heart
In the palm of my hand
Is a weight too great for me to bear.
I have sighed into his lung many times,
Can he still breathe in the air for himself?
I don’t know.
He doesn’t answer these days.
I am the culpable girl for these fates,
The culpable fate for these girls,
I could hang them blissfully
And laugh at their suffocation
Though it is I myself who draws no breath.
A softening of heartbeats is my docile love,
The crushing of a windpipe,
The smothering of mouths.
Exhale your exhaustion in the hopes of inhalation,
The hopes of rejuvenation,
The hopes of youth.
The pursuit of life is arduous.
Falsity, purity, falsity,
How I long for the quiet breath of artificiality.
In.
Out.
In.
Gone.