I want to drown in a wine glass
In this lazy bunch of sour fruit
I am a crystal chalice
Empty and impure
I am aching for rough edges
And eyes that no longer see straight
I want to fall away from you and myself
What else might I do
All actions are meaningless, eccleisiastical is now
I can no longer comprehend red and white
And pink scars
Railroads to escape
And crisscross my inconvenient stops of inflammation and disgust
I am sickened by my drunkenness
But it is more welcome than this skewed world
This ill-reflected perception of immaterial truth
Your voice echoes from plain blue walls
Open and hideous
Lenses are irrevelant and useless
Unacceptable are false humility and perfection
Day one has run away to eternity in loss
Beginnings are escaped
Edit, edit, edit
Strife trumps change and criticism lies festering but alive
My heart runs away from the source
Dripping, it screams for redemption
Wring it out
And drink it down