Haunted By My Thoughts From Four Years Ago

Did you want me to hate you? Did you really think I could?
If I needed to fix things, you know that I would.
I’ve changed my life, wrapped myself in success.
Waking up every morning to false happiness.
My heart splinters like wood.
Was I just never good……..enough…....for you.
I understand why you left, but I don’t accept it.
I’ll try my hardest, I’ll make you regret it.
But by the time I am fixed and you do come back.
Will I erupt or stay calm, accept or attack?
I could say that I love you, but my heart never could.
Even with my success, I’ll just never be good……..enough……for you.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Not great but it just kind of flowed out. It's seems like it would almost be a verse in a song. Still kind of feels incomplete.

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