Holding my words makes it hard for me to breathe
I want to be everything you hold dear
You said to stop smoking or id get cancer
I didn’t,
I wasn’t called out on my lie
Now you’re long gone, and I miss your commitment.
It’s been far too long, and I miss your existence.
I want to forget you breathing on my neck in the morning.
I want to forget saying goodbye when you go out the door
I want to forget the pain that I went through.
I want to remember the shine of your voice.
It’s been far too long since I held your waist.
We haven’t spoken in fear of it happening again.
I never told you that I was hopeless.
But now I can tell you,
That I’ve quit smoking.