On Nights like

On nights like this I find myself trying to hate you, but I cant...

My love for you was real, so I still pray for you...

You said you love me, but I didnt see how you could...

Nights like this I wonder if you ever would...

With every ounce of me I cried, it felt as if a little piece of me died..

So what youre an asshole, but youre My asshole...

You turn it on and off, because you can be so sweet to me...

And I am Your sweetheart, and only rude when I aime be...

So were opposites to someone who didnt know us, but deep down we were the same...

I never cared if anybody saw what I seen in you, simply because my heart bleeds for you...

Youre my Kevi Kev and I claim you letting every man know your name is tatted on my soul...

To this day I dont understand how I let myself fall for another man...

That was broken and couldnt seen the greatness in himself...

Hurt people hurt people and youve definetly hurt me...

I gave you my heart and you fumbled it so easily...

Im stuck on stupid as if its double sided tape...

As I sit and remember all the good times we had hanging out too late...

I look back on you kissing my hand, or offering me yours as I climbed off a barstool...

What about that time we argued and you said "I love you"...

All I want to do is lay your head on my lap and massage your waves until your headache goes away...

I only regret that my shyness wouldnt fade, If only I could have told you what I needed and held you to it...

Maybe right now I wouldnt be going through it...

On a night like this I would love to lay my head on your chest and fall asleep to the rhythm of your snore...

In the front seat of your truck with my back against the door...

Maybe one day well be able to see eye to eye and meet in the middle...

True love conquers all! right?

And If not I hope this poem finds you and let you know what I was too shy too...

I never wanted another man to be Knight... Im surely not a princess...

I just wanted you to be willing to try to be right for me...

On Nights like these I still love you endlessly...

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Letting go is letting go in

Letting go is letting go in the mind. We really never can let go completely of those who touch our souls and hearts. The lessons we learn about love from our experiences and unique perspectives stay with us forever. You will be with him forever...whether he knows it or not is up to how much he chooses to grow. It is his right as a human being to choose. God bless you. Lovely heartfelt write. Takes this old lady back a long time. -peace- ♥♥♥


...and he asked her, "do you write poetry? Because I feel as if I am the ink that flows from your quill."

"No", she replied, "but I have experienced it. "