thoughts chase me down
darkness shadowing sounds
echoes emptiness i've found
mocking like the mad clown
its an evil inside me
creates stains the blind see
fun house mirrors of what cant be
side show freak for all your stares
every heart beat raped and bared
memories echo in my ears
sound mimicked by my tears
scenes replayed in every drop
quivering numb from the shock
earth shattering,
scattering
everything broken
same sad song just playing again
but i cant trust what i feel
things i wish that were not real
when every smile he will steal
chain me down to make me kneel
with every word not spoken
cutting, old wounds re-opened
with every step another break
sets the path that i must take
like my lost faith in love
not in heaven above
but leaves no reason to stay
you misunderstood anyway
and perhaps you'll never know
but when the blood starts to flow
i can tell you where you go
you go where everything's broken