I want to say
The things i feel.
I feel it stuck
Somewhere inside.
I can't unlock my mind.
I want to give myself
To you,
But then the fear
Would hold me back
From what I want
To be.
I want to love
Just like you do,
Let go my hate
To bring you back
And make me good
Inside.
I want to feel
These things
With you.
But the chances
Pass me by
As fear
Fills my mind.
So give me a peice of your light,
Something to help me
Scare my ghosts away.
I'd kill
To make the past stay
Behind me,
But maybe I'm just falling,
Falling
In a new way,
Feeling things
I've never felt before.
These things
Are things
I cant say,
But you never looked at me
This way before,
Way before
I was falling
In a new way.
I can't explain
How it feels
To fall;
Wondering
If the rope will catch,
Then I'm up
Above it all
And I'm looking death
Right in the eye.
But I'll throw it all away
For the way
I feel
Inside.
You can't unbreak
A broken heart,
But if you care
To try,
We can peice
Together
Mine.
But this gets lost
Inside
My brain
When it tries
To come out,
The fear
Swallows it whole.