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A Long Walk And A Short Drop
as i walk alone in the night
searching for the light
i try with all my might
try to make things right
in my fucking mind
i begin to let go
of all the things i used to know
but the madness seems to grow
i get afraid its gonna show
because it fills me so
its always too unkind
because im wound up so tight
like im ready for a fight
but in the middle of the night
my soul takes flight
it reaches new height
until finally i find
a new place inside
where the nothingness hides
the bad thoughts died
and god though i tried
my soul cried for a guide:
"save me from the pain"
now i can no longer pretend
as im searching for the end
all i need is a friend
to help my worries mend
to believe me and defend
im not really insane
to try and remain near
to stay through the fears
to wipe away the tears
to hear what i cant hear
and though the fire it sears
my skin and leaves stains
they will all wash away
as long as you stay
i will always find a way
so i constantly pray
as im making my way
through the pouring rain
i sigh.....
as i ask my self: "why do i
always seem to cry
and think of ways to die?"
because i just cant lie
when my soul starts to fly high
and i leave this place
i hope to find a better one
a little place in the sun
where i can maybe have some fun
but when its all said and done
i find there's no where left to run
and im left in disgrace
and so i accept the blame
and all the dirty shame
that comes from playing the game
though all the shit stays the same
i watch my life go up in flames
and i quicken my pace
like im always trying to get away
from a world thats turning grey
from the violence of the fray
i try to keep them at bay
but it seems that people wont stay
OUT OF MY FUCKING FACE!!
