...Not much shit has changed.
Same old shit, same kind of day,
Only more distant.
I say all I can.
I try to touch you in every way.
You just blind yourself with laughter
Like you're the only jester in the court.
You run away in your car.
You run away in your heart.
You run away in your thoughts.
God damn you.
Why couldnt I save the little girl?
God damnit,
My hand hurts.
At least you're safe.
I couldn't do anything right anyway.
Fuck the tears
I shed for you
As they bleed on the photographs
I like and coudn't throw away.
Come back and join me.
Bring all your hate and pain
And dump it on me.
I'm your pulse.
It hurts to beat [anymore].
Come back. [You]
Drown yourself with tears
[When you] hang the one
you love with your fears.
Lets sleep on it,
Make love and pretend
Its ok.
Woke up this morning
With my worst fear in my mind. [It]
came true;
another morning
without you.
Stumbled to the kitchen
with hopes for a better day...