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i'm finally free
I've been Looking back on my life
& I still have so many questions
So many things unanswered
Like what did I do?
What could I do?
Was there ever a moment you cared
or was everything a lie?
Was I always ugly and abbanded
Remember all the times you wished me harm?
You wished me dead
How can I have changed to make it better?
And would I?
I still feel so much hate inside of me from
all the abuse you have done to me
Seems like you were just waiting for me to fail
so you could ruin my good name,
I'm sorry I can't forgive you
Do you blame me for not forgiving u?
You never forgave me for what i have done
I've tried to grow from this, move forward from
the pain & the nightmares that you have put me through
Every day is a new challenge for me
Because with you there is just no winning now i am done
with you but i cant move forward
Like it is not I'm still a part of you
And you're still a part of me
because of our past as we were as one
we had a long term relationship that you
destroyed, ruinned and i am glad its over
So this is how its going to be no more
abuse, lies, pain, no more feeling sorry
for myself because i realize it wasnt me
who was destroying the relationship we had
it was all you that destroy it all.
All the tears that i cried, all the blood that i shed
was worthless in ur eyes so now i am glad i dont
have to cry these tears of pain, and i dont have to
shed the blood that you put me through
you think that,
without you i will surely die
little do you know
when you left
i was thinking i couldnt go on
but im not gonna let you stop me from what i do
i can live now
more happy and more free
i dont have to worry
about you always having to shase after me and stop me
i can finally be who i want to be
and not care about what you think or say
when i was yours i was trapped
i couldnt be who i was
if i did,
that would make you just add even more bruises
It's all gone
& im glad As the candle dwindles, then freakes out
In the end i am finally free
