i woke up this morning
not knowing what to find
as the day went on through the evening and night
i felt so blissful
my lips were smiling through all. until late that evening
i received a call
the voice of my mother telling me that my grandma is dying
and there's no hope the doctors said she wont live long
my heart dropped down to the floor
the tears in my eyes overflowed.
all these memories began to appear
from when i was a child and my grandma was near
i prayed to god to give me a chance to see my grandma before
she passed alway but i couldnt see my grandma
my mother wouldnt let me say good bye to her
so i still walk around wishing i could say good bye and thank
you for everything she has done for me.
my mom said it was the best to stay up north and let
grandma go with God the decision was made in just a blink
of an eye and all the machines were disconnected and she
wasnt breathing anymore
i wished i could of been with my grandma like everyone else
was standing by her bed crying and sobbing as her time came
but instead of me going to give my respected and my love to my
grandma i had to cry & sobb over the phone when
my mom told me grandma as passed on now.. and she
hanged up the phone on me.
but in my heart my grandma is always live no matter
how far grandma has gone i know she is with me
by my side watching over me.