When u feel some type of way I want u to come here & read these entries that I have written since I've been writing bcuz I want u to know how I deeply feel for u. they're my way to express my gratitude for u & my love towards u. There's letters & sometimes there will be poems as well. & I hope that this will help u feel confident in urself as well as comfortable to open ur heart as well as heal it. Bcuz ur on my mind, constantly & baby In my arms is where u should be right now & forever. I love u, I want u in my life for all time caught up in the rapture of love nothing else can compare to what we had in school & honestly I ain't never had someone who treats me like u do, I want u forever, I want it forever bcuz boy there's no one in the world I'd rather give my life to, but u, I promise to encourage u & inspire u & to love u truly through good times & bad. I'll forever be there to laugh with u, to lift u up when u are down & to love u unconditionally through all of our adventures in life together. I take u to be my best friend, my faithful partner & my one true love. I don't want my love to go to waste on someone else's when I know who I want & I want u & ur beautiful soul. I know that u are something special to u I'd be always faithful I want to be what u always needed & I hope u'll see that in my heart I'll be there to ease ur mind I'll never make u cry my love. When love hurts, that's how u know it's real It's like we speak a different language within ourselves that only we know well & baby I know it's real bcuz I can feel it in my heart every time we speak to each other & babe this is us at our best & at our worst, I know we can make this love last for a lifetime, I'm just asking is that u just got to have faith in us. I'm not sure what our future holds but I know if we fight for this love I know we'll make it work. I don't ask for much all I ask is for the love of us to be strong & Baby just having u is enough i don't need anyone else to have my heart, having ur love is all I ever wanted from the start all the way to the end of time., all I want is u baby I just want ur time. Ur love. Boy our love feel so amazing I've been craving u since I left u back in high school & I hated not taking the chance back then to stay in school but like the old saying, If u love someone set them free. If they comes back it’s meant to be. If not, it was never meant to be & I truly believe in that saying 100% bcuz look what happened with us. We managed to find each other again so yes we're meant to be together. & now that I got u back & I don't want to lose u ever again bcuz forever is our promise to each other. It's true I cant deny it, u see that I'm not tryin to hide it from the world. Bcuz I never had a love is so good like urs. Boy u really got me going crazy & I can never get enough of u. I'm hooked on u I don't wanna fight this battle of should I or shouldn't I? I want u & only u from the start. So baby plz let this love we have to grow into something beautiful. Baby I always knew it would be u that I wanted to have & to hold. This is my vow to u, u know that one could ever love u as quite as deeply as I can; I dream of perfect love for us, & hope that it will be; u're the only one I want. It is for u I yearn. I promise to always love u, I'll be mindful of the act of loving u every day of my life. I'll not take u for granted, my eyes are open to the treasure that I see in front of me & that's u babe, I'll embrace all of u. The dark parts along with the light. bcuz together, those parts create the being that i love. I'll accept u, respect u & admire u & if something comes between us to make me stumble with this, I'll go to u & ask ur help with my struggle & I hope that u will do the same thing as well. I'll bring my challenges to u as well as I'll always challenge u to be the best u know u can, I'll always look for ur thoughts & support & I'll return that support to u freely. when i'm hurt I hope u'll be there for me as I'll be there for u when u are hurting, I'll believe in ur love & I hope u'll believe in my love as u, I'll bring u my hurt as long as u bring ur hurt & together we'll grow from our pain & then put it aside & start pushing forward together. I'll share all of myself with u, for I know to receive ur entire heart, u must have mine. Together, we'll work on each other as well as on ourselves, we'll play, we'll laugh, we'll grieve, & we'll find our way. Together we'll live gratitude together we'll touch love on so many levels together. Babe I promise to always lift u up when u are feeling down. I promise to wipe ur tears when u feel u need to cry. I promise to keep u smiling to show off that beautiful smile u have. I promise to be ur strength whenever u fall weak. I promise to be ur voice, when u can't find the words. I promise to be ur eyes when u can't see. I promise to be ur ears when u can't hear. I promise to always tell u what's real when u want to hear the truth. I promise to be ur dream catcher to chase away u're every fear. I promise to be ur smile when u're frowning. I promise to always cheer u up when u're down & blue. I promise to give u faith when u are feeling insecure. I promise to keep u sturdy when u're feeling unsafe. I promise to listen when u need to talk. I promise to tell u no lies just what is true. I promise to always lend u my shoulder for when u need to cry. I promise to always hold u when u need someone. I promise to always care for u. wherever u are I promise to always be there. I promise to never hurt u & never break ur heart. I know I can't promise u the world & I can't promise u the sky & I can't promise u that we'll never fight & I can't promise u that I'll never cry.. But I can promise u that I'll always be true to u & baby I promise that I'll always love u more than anything with all my heart, no matter what happens or what we go through, baby I'll love u until the end of time! I'll be ur guardian angel That's my promise to u baby boy!! xoxo I love u my heart is forever urs....