You wanted to get to me
And you did
You got me good
I had now where to turn
so alone I stood
I always did the best
I did the best I could
I couldn’t do anything else
Without showing what I’d felt
I wanted to escape but had no where to run
I couldn’t let go with out just coming undone
It kills me to know that your just a phone call away
It kills me so bad I could dial your number but still wouldn’t know what to say
What would you do If I just gave up
Would you feel my pain knowing that I wasn’t so tough
Or would you simply hold up your head
Full of pride?
I know it would have to affect you
It would burn you inside
But I don’t want to give up
And I don’t want to hurt you like that
In ways I wish could
but my heart wouldn’t be able to see you cry
My heart wouldn’t be able to hurt you
I want to see you happy
I want to see you fly.
Even though sometimes I’m miserable to a point I can’t deny
I’d never want to make you feel what I feel inside.
At times when we shared our dreams
I wasn’t joking
It was genuine every word spoken.
I guess sincerity’s not what you heard
But I remember I remember every word.
So here I stand my two feet on the ground
Curious as to why your no longer around
Screaming and crying without making a sound
I wish I could run out and cry in the middle of the street
I would get on my knees and drop to my feet
But I know it still wouldn’t do me any good
I had no where to turn so alone I stood.