When the pains to much to bare
I’m turning to look beside me wondering if you were ever really there
Were you just a dream a figment of my imagination
A ghost or a spiritual creation
I wonder where you are now
The other piece of my soul
I wonder if you feel complete if you still feel the love I hold
How did it turn out this way
Now I’m traveling through my days
Thinking of you in every thought
You were here
But left my life as though you never existed
It was so fast
I almost missed it
I’m losing track of the days
With my mind the memories of you begin to fade
I can’t feel much
By now I’m just about numb cause no one can compare
And the feeling of you is still there
I can’t imagine any other way
But maybe you were just a dream
A figment of my imagination
A ghost or a spiritual creation
So these are the words that I will speak to you
I’ll throw them in the sky
And hope they catch your eye
When the pains to much to bare
I look beside me to wonder if you were ever really there
You may not like it, but I do...it reveals the haunted feeling that lingers when a loved one leaves...whether in death, or an ended relationship...
...sometimes, it does feel like perhaps it never even happened...you captured this well...
I like your style.
~Anastazia~