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tucked all my words back into the walls
i knocked down walls for you. walls i built with my broken spirit. i spent 7 months knowing i wouldn't scale them again. hating what it felt like without them. you walked through them like a ghost. setting explosives behind you. you tore them down one. by. one. and i let you.
i wanted to feel you. differently then i felt them. you had no reason to lie to me. and i trusted you. more then i should have so soon. you got so close. i tried to hold you away.
just as quickly as you walked in you turned around a left. i spent one week not hating relationships. but i'm rebuilding my walls and hating all over again.
one more time i've gained a great friend while someone else regains you. i don't think she knows how lucky she is either. i do. i could have had that luck. but instead i'll sit aside and watch someone who has already had you get you all over again.
i'll watch silently though. i'm building my walls. words won't come so easy from my mouth now my friend. and my trust is placed in my walls. my walls that i built with my own broken spirit.
