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This was originally a letter that was going to say how much I wish things could be different, I was going to tell you how I can seem to forget you.  But, instead I want it to say something else.



   Dear First,

      I am glad to hear your life is perfect.  I always knew small nothings could make you happy.  Everyone keeps telling me how they see you at work, and have I gone.  People hold there breath when they say your name, hoping I wont break down, truth is I have been saying your name for months now.  I love you brian, comes out easy.  Even though its not you I am saying it too.  You have changed my life in many ways, some for good some for bad.  I am not afraid anymore.  I am not.  MKJ is very beautiful, I fighting for rights.  I am going to be engaged come November.  Thoughts of you still come up, and dreams with you are dreamt, but in the end I wake up to the love of my life, not you.  I just wanted to tell you, I hope your as happy as ever, and that you never take anything for granted.  I love you and apart of my heart will belong to you, but, its time to face reality.