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Here I am

High,

Depressed,

And suicidal,

Waiting for the day it gets better

Waiting for the day pills aren't shoved down my throat,

Offering nothing but a habit,

Doubling, 

Sometimes triple 

The recommended dose

Just

To

Feel

Okay

Will nothing work

Aside from taking so

Many

God damn

Pills that I'm numb?

Sometimes the pain is better

Than the sensation of nothing,

Even when that pain brings you as close to 

The Horseman as feeling nothing does.