April 14th 2014-
Without you here
I know so much fear
Sometime petty and frail
But other times oh so real
It still makes me sick
Knowing the winnings
Have gone to all those pricks
I am here
You are there
Separated by little more than fear
They got what they wanted
You got what you needed
I got what I deserved
That sounds like the perfect world
The one we always talked about
Before that one February day
I still have nightmares
Even though it's been months
About how I couldn't help you
About how you didn't try