How many nights did you feel alone.
How many times did you wish someone would phone.
How many times did you cry yourself to sleep.
How many years were you afraid to speak.
How you must have suffered so many broke your heart.
No one ever understood they blew your world apart.
You took a deep depression in the depths of dispair.
You took to alcohol and pretended you didnt care.
How you must have needed someone to help you through the pain.
Added to that you got the blame.
How did you deal with the denial and deceit.
How my darling are you still on your feet.
How can i tell you I will always be here for you.
I love you very, very much and you never knew.
I hope my love i give to you will help make you stronger.
If it had been up to me you would not have suffered any longer.