Day 12 is a bugger
By JFarrell
I am still sober;
Yay :)
And I slept through last night,
First time in 11 days;
Still woke soaked in sweat,
But, that can’t be helped.
And, I hurt.
Stomach cramps,
Aches everywhere;
I am so exhausted.
Last couple of days,
All been up and down;
Monstrous rages, so angry,
Followed by,
Can hardly keep my eyes open,
Falling asleep where I stand.
I will not give up!
However much my body hurts me,
It will learn - I am in charge.
And, I am tempted, so tempted;
I’d be a liar if I said I wasn’t.
One sip, one gulp
My body would feel better.
But, I have come so far,
These past 11 - 12 days;
Unbelievably far.
I hardly recognise the face that stares back from the mirror.
I will not throw away what I have accomplished,
And I will beat this addiction.