Walk Into Eternity

My heart is broken,

My spirit is shattered.

My mind is weary

My soul is battered.

I don’t know what to do

About this empty void.

It’s driving me insane

I’m becoming paranoid.

I want to do things to my body,

That I never wanted to do before.

I want to slice my wrists now

And watch all life spill on the floor.

I have nothing left to live for.

I thought my reason was my friends,

But I can’t distinguish them from my foes

I just want this confusion to end!

But how will it end?

Or will it EVER end?

Maybe I should take matters into my own hands

And take my own life instead?

I’m sorry God you’re taking to long

To long for me to bear.

I just want to go home to you now

Because no one else here cares.

To be loveless to be friendless,

Is just too horrible for me.

Makes me wants to do these things…

Makes me want to bleed.

Want to be continuously bleeding,

Just bleeding, bleeding non-stop.

I just will not be satisfied

Until I see the very last drop.

You see I hate myself now

Because there’s nothing to me

Don’t even try to prove me wrong

Because you don’t even know me.

Which leads us to my empty life

Of no one ever knowing or caring for me.

So just let me do away with life

And take a walk into eternity.

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Afzal Shauq's picture

hmmm like it very much... inspiring a lot...it's very sweet and professionally done this poem with deep idea... yeah I am not wrong if I again say it that you are good poet with new subjects to express... sharing it if you will also like my expression of love based peace thoughts also( a friendly smile is the best weapon of war to fight with.... afzal shauq ) I am sure my this famous say will be satisfying your every worry about the humanity and social life and even friendship...yeah is the only answer to your questions raising in your mind about the happiest collective life.... yeah... we belong to same family of Adam...and we are true cousins..good friend...go on and on...