Nightmare

Darkest of nights I run through the forest,

A tangle of weeds and thorns.

Peering eyes I see in the leaves

Full of hate and full of scorn.

I pant gasping for the sweet breath of life.

I'm tired; muscles ache

Must find my refuge

My life is at stake.

Running so fast

Air too hard to grasp.

I'm not going to last.

Everything I must cast

away from this world

away from the light

Open my wings

And finally take flight.

Above the ground and inch or two

Losing my balance; falling into a whole

Falling, falling, falling,

Where nothing is no more…

Falling tears streaming from my eyes

Each one above my face

Bearing the memories of life's long past

I person, a thing, a creature, a place…

All leaving me to fall.

Losing everyone, everything.

Memories of all I love,

And when I used to sing;

The song of my happiness

Mocking me right above

The song that comforted me

My song of love…

Awaiting my destiny

Where will I fall?

Forgetting my memories

Forgetting it all…

Finally there with a splashing entrance

Copper smell, drowning in a flood.

Take a closer look you fool

The flood is of blood.

Sweet life spilling from me

Its tainted and dark as night.

Losing my senses

Touch, smell, taste, hearing and sight.

Lost all, I am an empty shell and finally free;

Closing my eyes; no more can I bear.

Waking again it was only a dream!

Only a nightmare, only a nightmare, only a nightmare…

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