Tears of shame
Who's to blame
Is it the person inside of me
The person I don't want to be
The one who is weak and cant say no
The one who, when I want to stop, will continue to go
It causes me pain, it causes me tears
Inside of me, it holds deep secret fears
My internal weakness fails to live in reality
What I truly want and what I truly need is what it fails to see
My internal weakness has a mind of its own
As soon as it takes over, I feel so alone